Artist profile
♠ Name: Autumnne Rose Hyoushou ♠ Pseudonym: Paradox Quill ♠ Birthday: 14 December ♠ Gender: Female ♠ Interests: Books, Languages, Art, Graphics, Photography, Architecture, Traveling, Writing, Sketching, Japan, Korea, Dancing, Classical Music. ♠ Fav. band or musician: X Japan, the GazettE, DBSK, Super Junior, Epik High, Big Bang, BoA, Se7en, Gackt, Hyde, L~arc`en Ciel (and from classical music: Beethoven, Rachmaninoff) ♠ Fav. genre of music: rock, dance, classical, rap, hip-hop. (yes people I like all of them, don't freak out.) ♠ Fav. actor: Johnny Depp, Viggo Mortensen, Collin Pharrell, Keanu Reeves. ♠ Admired person: Yoshiki Hayashi. ♠ Valuable possesions: Laptop, digital piano, mobile phone, 10 plushies, car & design magazine collection and my own library (currently 200 books). |
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All my life I felt the need to do something, which seemed very important but which I did not know, being too little. From a certain age, I started clearing up my prerogatives and what resulted, led me to where I am standing today. One simple fact was clear, that, I could not act in the 'normal' way in which my collagues and so-called friends did. I was a veiled outsider that tried to blend in, but from the age of 14 I finally started developing my own color and not trying to imitate others.
I love Asia, I love what is related to art, visual, audible or writen. My writing thirst did not surface until a year ago, up until then I had my hands full with trying to descifre as much about my computer and webdesign as possible.
Writing gives a certain freedom to my soul, because it takes off the presure that builds in, the amount of feelings and thoughts that would normally bring me on the verge of madness. I danced very dangerously on that verge before discovering my own colors. Out of those colors one shines brighter and with the most shades and hues, red. Crimson
I am, a writer and an artist that wishes to do many, but does not have the possibility yet, for the simple fact of being too young. Being aware that you lack information that requires years of experiance is more of a torture than being naïve.
For this I am fighting now and will continue till my dying day.
"Hands dipped in the strongest ink, I will bear the scars of my invisible and deadly ice crystal thorns. Waltzing into the endless paradoxal autumn avenues of life, condemned to the sound of my own heart which earns from another that only is visible through spider webs of ink. Being a rose is such a paradox...I am beautiful in my own bloody crimson way, emanating the most intense fragrance of seduction...yet I kill everything that dare try to come too close. One such as me is rare...rare in words that only I can understand, because no matter what shapes and words I give life with my own hands, the invisible tears, just like the thorns, are forever there...waiting, longing, loving...that shadowy silhouette where my quill can never on its own, end." (Autumnne Rose Hyoushou|Paradox Quill)
"I don't use a pen. I write with a goose quill dipped in venom."(Jay Dratler)
"Autumn wins you best by this its mute appeal to sympathy for its decay."(Robert Browning)
"My sorrow, when she's here with me, thinks these dark days of autumn rain are beautiful as days can be; she loves the bare, the withered tree; she walks the sodden pasture lane."(Robert Frost)
"Every experience is a paradox in that it means to be absolute, and yet is relative; in that it somehow always goes beyond itself and yet never escapes itself."(T. S. Eliot)
"My book has a very simple surface, but there are layers of irony and paradox all the way through it."(Mark Haddon)
"Don't think it, ink it."(Mark Victor Hansen)
"I am tired, beloved, of chafing my heart against the want of you; of squeezing it into little ink drops, and posting it. And I scald alone, here, under the fire of the great moon."(Amy Lowell)
"If you enjoy the fragrance of a rose, you must accept the thorns which it bears."(Isaac Hayes)
"The rose and the thorn, and sorrow and gladness are linked together."(Saadi)